1. |
One Eye Open - Acoustic
02:35
|
|||
|
You're in deep, I keep my distance
In my sleep, I'm still with him
In his room, where he told me
He is lonely but he doesn't miss me
And I still refuse to cry about it
Sorry if it makes me seem too distant
I'm too used to silence
But I'll tell you if you ask me
All of this time I've been blinded
All of this love is one-sided
Now I know, next time, to let it go
Keep one eye open at night and
I wanna let you back in
But I've still got scars on my skin
I know in time I can let it go
But I still keep one eye open
He said he wished I knew myself
But when I did, he tapped out
So when I drink, I get upset
But please don't think I love you less
All of this time I've been blinded
All of this love is one-sided
Now I know, next time, to let it go
Keep one eye open at night and
I wanna let you back in
But I've still got scars on my skin
I know in time I can let it go
But I still keep one eye open
|
||||
2. |
Disaster - Acoustic
03:01
|
|||
|
[Verse 1]
I read what's creased around my eyes
I look older than I did last night
I've been giving into my lesser side
Stockpiling all of my pride
I've been calling home less on the weekends
And making mama cry
[Pre-Chorus]
Hiding anger underneath my skin
I'm picking my nails down unto the quick
Oh, honestly my memory's
A blessing in disguise
If I remembered everything
I'd make a vodka cyanide
[Chorus]
Apologies never matter
Late in the morning after
Take me away from my own head
Baby, I'm a walking disaster
Pick up all the shame I can gather
Throw it over the rafters
Take my fingers and stain them all red
Baby, I'm a walking disaster
[Verse 2]
So painfully unself-aware
Thinking I can solve my problems if I dye my hair
I shout my ailments to the end of a small suburban town
I get what I want, choking on the silver in my mouth
[Chorus]
Apologies never matter
Late in the morning after
Take me away from my own head
Baby, I'm a walking disaster
Pick up all the shame I can gather
Throw it over the rafters
Take my fingers and stain them all red
Baby, I'm a walking disaster
[Outro]
It's gonna pass if you give it time
If you let it slide through
You can try and put up a fight
Or you can let it pass by you
You can let it pass by you...
|
||||
3. |
||||
|
Tame my heart
And the pain, as it sharpens
There's nothing even wrong
I hide away in my bed
(Haven't slept, haven't slept yet, haven't slept)
And sometimes it's too hard to cry
And too hard to shut my eyes
So I lay retching on the tile
Til I find some peace of mind
There's nothing even wrong
There's nothing even wrong
There's nothing even wrong
|
||||
4. |
||||
|
Take all of my pitfalls
And my damage, I can manage
I'll fit you to a pen
Put you to paper again
And try to spare my feelings
By blaming how I'm feeling
On how you made me feel and
It's not true, it can't be
I'm not gonna give in to you
I won't believe you have that power over me
I won't believe you have that power over me
Will you ever go away?
Sugarcoat your interceptions
They're good intentions, huh?
You pull me up at once
Tell me why I'm wrong and then
Push me down again
Again, again, again
Are you tired too?
Do you get tired too?
Will you...
Will you ever go away?
|
||||
5. |
||||
|
Nihilistic, hold my breath
I'm catatonic in my bed
Living off of borrowed money
Like I deserve it
Wonder why nobody wants me
As if I've earned it yet
I don't wanna waste your time
I don't wanna make excuses anymore
But I can't keep from crying
I'm sorry I can't come out
I really hate myself right now
Gonna turn it all around but not tonight
I'm sorry I let you down
You should tape over my mouth
I'm gonna wear you out
Without even trying
Without even trying
Self-reflective to a fault
I'm always anxious when you call
Cause I'm not who I wanna be yet
And I don't want you to see me if I'm less than perfect
I don't wanna waste your time
I don't wanna make excuses anymore
But I can't keep from crying
I'm sorry I can't come out
I really hate myself right now
Gonna turn it all around but not tonight
I'm sorry I let you down
You should tape over my mouth
I'm gonna wear you out
Without even trying
Without even trying
Shake the voices as they plague my mind
I see it playing over again, sixty times
Wish I could just forget it, bet you wish I would
But I can see you clearly and I'm catching up
|
||||
If you like McCall, you may also like:
All Those Things I Thought I Knew
by emzae
Singer-songwriter and producer's debut album is filled with '90s and Y2K-era influenced pop tracks.
go to album
The new album from Brooklyn band Guiding Light features atmospheric covers of Leonard Cohen & Nirvana alongside stirring originals.
go to album
The Montréal pop artist's latest album honors the possibilities of self-love.
go to album
Oh Uncertainty! A Universe Despairs
by Blood Cultures
The mysterious masked group Blood Cultures returns with a record of bubbling, tuneful synthpop.
go to album
featured on Bandcamp Radio Aug 1, 2017
go to album
La Femme D´Argent I
by La Femme D'Argent
Debut EP release of charming, electronic, indie pop from a new outfit out of Buenos Aires, Argentina.
go to album
featured on Bandcamp Radio Jun 3, 2014
go to album
